After so so so long dint update my blog, i guess it's time for me to write something...
Time passed really fast, now, i already graduated. It's been more than a month since my last exam ended on 10th May 2011.My last final exam in university was the most relax exam period that i had ever had. I dont know why i have such a feeling... I ate, watched Hong Kong drama, played guitar, slept and even watched the whole ceremony of Prince William and Kate Middleton's royal wedding. To me,the royal wedding is more like a fairy tale..Handsome prince with his beautiful and gorgeous princess...finally they are tired together and live happily ever after... I still can recalled that there are Christian songs sang by the Church members which are very nice to be heard..it is peaceful and full of hope upon listening to these songs.
After the final exam, i had been busy guiding my juniors, next batch of Community Sociology Programme. The very last event of mine in the university. They had successfully carried out the motivation camp which was held from 26-30 May 2011. The memories i had from here is priceless. The knowledge i gained from here is no way to be learned. I do not regret with my decision of spending half a month times with them thought many may not agree with my decision. People is thinking that it is not worthwhile to spend such time as that was the time people will look for a job or go for a vacation after they had graduated...
After this event ended, I went back to Ipoh. It's been a long time I dint go back to my home. How I wish I can spent more quality time with my beloved families members.
It's so strange that I lost..I dont know what I need to do. I wasn't sure what I need to do for my career. I am not sure whether to go Singapore or stay in Malaysia. It's really hard to make a decision. Staying at Malaysia,a less stressful working environment. and I can teach my brother, I can give him tuition to improve his studies. Staying at Singapore, a more stressful working environment, but i can gain greater exposure and earn more money... How to choose???
Another big question for me to think about is whether to enter into audit or banking line?? Once i work in banking line, it might not be easy for me to go back to audit line. Even i managed to go back to audit line, i shall start from beginning as i dint have the audit experience... However, if i enter into audit first, will it be much more easy for me to go to banking line later?? after i find out that i actually dont like audit so much.. can i do so?? People always said, audit is tough and boring... but will banking be much more interesting and easy??
I really dont know.. Both industry i dont work before. How am suppose to know that i like it or i dont. At the current stage, i am more like judging the book with its cover.. it is always what people said, i have not experience it, shouldn't make a conclusion so fast. After all, the only certain thing in life is uncertainty!!
What am i afraid for?? afraid that i will make a wrong decision? It is as if i shall never been able to go back once i miss it. Why?
I shall not be afraid. I am just 22, I am still young, there are time for me to figure out what i really want in my life. The more i experience,the more i expose, the more mistake i made, it is just one step closer in finding what i really like to do.
U never try, u never know. so, expose yourself. Making mistake is just so normal that an ordinary person will do. Nothing to be ashamed and afraid of.
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